Feelings for boys and girls
16 year old male
It was around the end of 2009. I started to have confusing feelings about the same sex. I started to like another boy around my age. It wasn't easy, the last year has been hard. I have had very supportive friends and to this day my family still doesn't know anything about this.
I have feelings for both boys and girls. At first when people found out about who I thought I was, they just thought that a boy who said they were bisexual was just in denial about being gay. As I found out, that is NOT true. And what other people say does not matter, it's who you think you are that matters.
The boy that I like, sometimes it was like, maybe he likes me, other times its like no, I don't think he does. He means alot to me... He doesn't want anything to do with me, and doesn't want to talk to me ever since he found out that I liked him, and that's been the hardest.
But that's where Kids Helpline helped me. Then I decided to try Kids Helpline's web counselling. This lovely woman helped me through alot. I still have feelings for the boy who is straight but I know that I cannot help what I feel. And one day those feelings will go and I will find someone who I can love and know that they love me back as well. Even if you talk to a Kids Helpline counsellor only once, at least you have tried. It was scary at first, opening up to a complete stranger but it helps, it helps alot. There is nothing wrong with feelings like these.
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